29/10/10

Affluent. Wealthy. Rich. Well-Off. Prosper.

I want to possess my own industry someday. As a pharmacist-to-be, i want to own a pharmaceutical industry. Or maybe a few of them :D

I want my products to be halal. I will use 100% bovine gelatin for capsules. As long as it possible, i will avoid to use ethanol as an excipient. If i produce vaccines, hormones, or any other biotechnological drugs, it must be produced in a way that we can be sure it is halal.

It will be great if my industry synthesizes its active component by itself. Hmm...what will it synthesize? No, no...not a paracetamol because there are too many industries in Indonesia making drugs contain paracetamol. But paracetamol analogue will be alright. Maybe my industry will be making a new medication for acne, hahaha. A breakthrough molecule that completely diminish acne from skin in just a few minutes-no pain, no itchy or burning sensation, no marks left. Won't it be great?

Or new medication that is able to cure epilepsy forever. Take a few tablets and a sufferer will be seizure free for a lifetime! No long and boring treatment. No nasty side effects, and no worries!

But i don't see myself as a scientist who invent and synthesize those medications. I imagine myself as a rich woman who will pay other scientist to invent them. They are my team and i pay them to work for me. Drug designer team of Widyaninggar corporation, hahaha.

Okay, that's plan A. Plan B?
If it's too difficult for me to found a pharmaceutical industries, i think it will be great to found a cosmetic industry. Beauty business is one of many things i fond of. My cosmetics will assure it consumer that it will keep their skin, hair, lip, and nail healthy. Healthy is beautiful. My cosmetics will be safe enough to be consumed for a lifetime. Of course it will be halal, too.

The colours of its decorative products? It will be dominated by natural colours. Perfecting and defining women's beauty rather than covering them. Earthy-toned eye make up, nude-coloured lipstick, light pink brush. The smells of its parfume? Classy but sassy. Flowery but not boring. Gives a tough impression, but still states sweeteness and femininity. The woman uses my cosmetics are a gorgeous, confident woman who walks with charisma. Hahaha.

Plan C, is the plan if two plans above are too impossible. But nothing is too impossible. What is plan C, then? To found a drugstore or aesthetic centre. I want to be a business owner.

Why do I want to be a business owner? I always say that's because I wanna be rich. Maybe people consider me as a person who is obsessed to be rich. The truth is, i want to provide jobs for more people. Has no money and no fixed job apparently cause most of crime nowadays. Poverty must be responsible for most society problems. So, i want people to have enough money so they can feed and achieve a better life...without doing gross things to get money.

Before i can have them have enough money, i have to have much money on my own first. I have to be rich!

You Have no Idea...

You have no idea of how long words you had said will linger in a person's mind. Maybe a minute. Maybe an hour. Maybe overnight. Maybe forever.

Maybe you said those words without any serious intention, but for some people, those words might mean something. You never know; maybe they have created some images in their mind. Words you say? Maybe it's going to strengthen their images, their dreams even more.

So next time you're going to crack another jokes, or tease playfully, just remember...it might be a mind who is ready to keep it forever. Don't let it get something you don't intended to say.

26/10/10

Professors

This week I have mid-term examination. I hope I will not make any unnecessarily mistake again like I did in my first day of examination. I was disappointed in myself because I didn’t do my best for the first day’s subject.

Being a large class my class is, the faculty placed us to sit in room 2 and ruang sidang in unit 1. Two rooms are being merged so all of my classmate and everyone who take the test with us will have their own seat and still have enough space between them.

In ruang sidang, there are photographs of Faculty of Pharmacy UGM’s professors. Professor here means lecturer who has already got the highest academic rank. There are 30 of them, excluding one who hasn’t got his photograph displayed yet. I observed them attentively this afternoon after finished my test.

The first word came to my mind was "wow".
They all are looking good; they truly are. And more than looking good, they are gorgeous. They look sophisticated, astonishing, and indifferent at the same time. Indifferent in a gorgeous way. Their eyes are solemn and calm. Each photograph is like one you suppose to see when you look at a big scientist's picture. A great, wise and experienced one.

I was dazzled. I always think it takes a lot more than a brilliant mind to be a professor. Wow wow wow. I want to be there 30 years from now to see, who's got his/her picture displayed. It can be yours. It can be mine.

Mine??
It's not that i don't wanna be a professor someday. But maybe there are some things i want more. What are them? SECRET. Not that they are too important to share.
:D