18/02/11

Random Post

Today was not a fairytale. So was yesterday. And the day before. And three days before today. But I suppose that is all right. Really.

The sixth semester! I just don't understand why does the world spin so fast. Look back to the old times and don't ask me why do i miss them so much. I saw my junior and i saw myself, i saw themselves. And i missed it all. But now i think again and i know that i was her, and they were them. We just being a little bit older than them and happened to feel everything earlier. So, yeah, here i am.

My first day in this semester was so busy. So was the second and the third day. I am not exaggerating. When i finally jump to my bed in the night, while setting my alarm i wonder how will my tomorrow be. Then i close my eyes, shifting uncomfortably for a while on my bed until i find my most relaxing position, and i tried to shut my thought. And i fallen asleep in a good dreamless sleep.

But maybe eveything is great this way after all. You know, busy person...most of them doesn't even have time to think about something bad, something negative and something unrealistic. So, maybe this is the new me? I haven't decide by now.

-I gotta go my own way

I let go all the things beside me, and i tried to move faster so nothing walk beside me. Still when that things succeed to get in my way, i adjust my move so we can walk together for a while. Then i run, run faster than before to chase everything i've missed.

So this is a paragraph of  Vanessa Hudgens' "Gotta Go My Own Way". Good lyrics, by the way...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

So, have a good evening everyone :)

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