choices

But I’ve made my decision and no point in regretting that. I seldom regretting my decision; I don’t want this become an exception.

But this is an exception.

Two sides of my choices have their plus and minus. I think I didn’t spend enough time to analyze them carefully. I let my logical thought take over. Just analyzing the loss I would get if I prefer going there. I forget to consider how regretful I would, if I don’t!

And now, I kind of regret my decision. But, too little too late...If I could blame on something, then I would blame my late emotional reminder. Why didn’t it come earlier so my eagerness to go would stay longer? I must have been there if it did.

I must have been there, and in spite of all that insignificant loss, I would feel very, very warm there.
Now, here, here I am, cold, and begin to count all the loss I’ve earned. Time and chances. And all that warmness, burning heat that I would always be demanding of.

All of the loss I will never regain.

(Aku lagi…lebai banget deh! Nemu tulisan Inggris di my Document...ya udah aku post aja. udah lama nggak posting bahasa Inggris).